Tuesday 13 October 2009

It's just a blog

I've really enjoyed blogging, I really have. For me it's been over five years now. I've been doing it for myself, and the handful of people who pop in for a read from time to time are an added bonus. Thank you, sincerely.

But, upon a lot of inner reflective dialoguing recently, I just think I need to scale back a bit, or re-direct my online 'journal' for a little bit. It's... it's not achieving what I want it to achieve for myself at the moment. I'm feeling a little... well... the whole 'online' thing has turned a bit 'sour'/flat/uninspiring for me lately, and I think I just need a bit of re-direction, re-focusing. I don't exactly or rightly know what or how that might materialize right now. Or even if anything will change... maybe the change just is and needs to be within myself for a bit. Who knows, and in the end it doesn't really matter anyway.

It's just a blog, you know?

Because, in the end, it's not like anything I have to say/think/feel/observe here has any real importance to anybody else except me. And that's OK.

But for a long time I was starting to think it wasn't OK. And somethings' gotta change within and for me with this whole thing. But exactly what and how that is, I'm simply not sure at the moment.

If I sound confused, uncertain and disorientated about "why I blog", it's because at the moment I am.



Hey hey... I'm just shooting the $#it, nothing to see here, move on, good people, move on....
Peas be with ewe
Cyalayta,
Mal :)

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5 comments:

  1. I'm happy for you to just blog about this and that. Whatever it means for you is certainly something for inside your head, but it means CONTACT for your readers. We appreciate your putting fingers to keyboard now and then and I for one look forward to your posts. At the moment I am trying to blog most days, just to reflect a little on each day- if I haven't done much, I just say so! You will find your own solution. Meanwhile, I encourage you to keep going! ((hugs))

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  2. Sometimes a break brings one back with renewed vigour. It is difficult to get enthusiastic when like is mundane. I often feel the same and I've only been blogging for 3 years.

    If you hadn't been blogging I would never have heard your music so I thank you for that.

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  3. I'll keep it going, just exactly how, I'm not sure at this stage.

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  4. Do please keep it going, even if you take a break from it as I do at times. I sometimes feel like I'm stagnating with my various blogs (I have a few for different reasons), it helps me to step back and muck about with something different and suddenly I find inspiration again.

    Regardless of that, our blogs contain our thoughts, randomness, silliness, serious ponderings, news etc... there are no hard and fast rules to what you blog about or don't blog about.

    Whatever you choose to do we'll all respect your choice, but I do hope that you'll keep blogging in one sense or another :)

    Peace, love & fluffy bunnies!

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  5. Wendishness says "Regardless of that, our blogs contain our thoughts, randomness, silliness, serious ponderings, news etc... there are no hard and fast rules to what you blog about or don't blog about."

    so whatever happens is okay - take care

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