But, upon a lot of inner reflective dialoguing recently, I just think I need to scale back a bit, or re-direct my online 'journal' for a little bit. It's... it's not achieving what I want it to achieve for myself at the moment. I'm feeling a little... well... the whole 'online' thing has turned a bit 'sour'/flat/uninspiring for me lately, and I think I just need a bit of re-direction, re-focusing. I don't exactly or rightly know what or how that might materialize right now. Or even if anything will change... maybe the change just is and needs to be within myself for a bit. Who knows, and in the end it doesn't really matter anyway.
It's just a blog, you know?
Because, in the end, it's not like anything I have to say/think/feel/observe here has any real importance to anybody else except me. And that's OK.
But for a long time I was starting to think it wasn't OK. And somethings' gotta change within and for me with this whole thing. But exactly what and how that is, I'm simply not sure at the moment.
If I sound confused, uncertain and disorientated about "why I blog", it's because at the moment I am.
Hey hey... I'm just shooting the $#it, nothing to see here, move on, good people, move on....
Peas be with ewe
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