We've both moved-on with our lives, and that's fine. I'm really happy for her with the way she continues to be an amazingly great mum. So, why should I be negative or hostile towards her? There's no need.
Sure, I have days when things 'get' to me. Being a divorced dad is not the kindest lifestyle to be living. But the boys are happy, safe, happy and in the best-possible situation they could possibly be in. That brings me much peace and relief in the 'bigger picture' of things. But yeah... sometimes old negative thoughts do creep in (mainly about myself and my own situation), but generally I feel really happy and excited for my three adorable sons (can I say that about sons? heh heh).
We're gonna try and get together for a swim on Saturday, altho JD (the 15-yo) will probably be working... it's cauliflower planting time! yes, he's a working man... it's either take a day-off school (which aint gonna happen! hahaa), or work on Saturday, which he gets paid for. It's all good.
Matt has arranged two paying gigs for our band. They'll be our first 'official' gigs as "The Night Before". Ooooh!
The beauty of this is that, with this extra money from these gigs, it'll cover all the costs (and then some) of whats' been spent towards the Press Kit and Demo Cd's and all that. So it's a godsend in that regard.
My job in the next few days is to finalize some set lists, and figure out exactly how long they want us to play for. I mean, we're keen enough to play all night, but that's not really practical now, is it? heh heh.
Peas be with ewe
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